THIS IS EGGCITING

Wow! I've missed Xanga-ing so much cus it died, but now, I can blog!
I love blogging. I love ranting. I love jiraling and talking about myself

If you know me, you know as hell that ima write long ass essay-status entries.
but wutever im pouring out my heart so its ok

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~

Anyways,
I think someday, ima become real famous and powerful. And that my fans will read all of my blogs and posts, and wow.....
So in every post, ima keep that in mind.



Lets start off with my weekend!

I literally didn't step a foot out of my house for 3 days now.
I'm basically sick, and kinda grounded but not really because of the upcoming SATs

All I did was eat, sleep, TV, computer, and yea

but Saturday was special!

I drank! by myself! again!
So I was doing this MySpace survey on drinking, and I felt the mood to drink!

My parents were at work. So I grabbed a huge bottle of Jose Cuervo tequila and a beer.
And just entertained myself and jiraled.
Tequila....tastes fucking disgusting. it's disgusting. but it was the only hard liquor i had, so yup.

I started to feel the burning sensation and the buzztivity.
So I immediately started drunk-dialing different people and had the time of my life.
I love drunk-dialing.

Then, I played piano and got emotional and inspired under the influence.

Then, I NRBed and danced and sang by myself
Omg it was fun

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

But I immediately regretted it cus i got a nasty hangover few hours later, and oh dear I wanted to kill a fucking polar bear.

but at least i woke up today happy and refreshed.

man, i need to start going to church. RITE LAUREN CHEE?
hopefully, I'll visit GPM after the praise nite on November 8th.


I have no school tmrw! Actually I do, but im not going
Court date! Need to pay my $72 fine for my unforgivable crime of "improper seat belt" wearing under my arm.
naughty naughty i must be punished rite by standing in line for fucking 2 hours to pay a $72 fine.


OMFG
wenever i think about AP Calculus, my heart drops
I literally don't get anything in that stupid class. the teacher goes SO fast and gives tests out like candy.
The last test, I didnt know a single thing, so I didnt even bother doing it.
I thug lifed it and didnt turn in the test. Its in my backpack 3 ft away from me.
Im crazy huh.
Theres a test tmrw, but i wont be taking it~~~~~~~~~

I'm scared.


But you know what
God's still sovereign.
Amen.

so i've been in a really Christian mood tonite, and started looking up good inspirational Christian songs. Man i found a lot of good ones.
I like

God of this City - Chris Tomlin (goosebumps all over)
Overflow - Chris Tomlin

and i have more. but im getting sleepy. I just like Chris Tomlin in general. I would like to meet him and have lunch with him and kidnap him to my house and force him to teach me guitar.
That'd be awesome.

Anyways

I think that's it for today.


I hope that everyone has a wonderful new week, and that all of your aspirations and dreams will be fulfilled. May you prosper in everything you do.

Peace and love and shits and giggles jiggles,

Lobster Park.

these are some pictures to represent my life