Where would I be......without You?

Great news!

So i know, with the current economic recession, everyone's feeling down and about.
But I have news that will spring up your steps and make you dance!




I have finished and submitted my University of California application today!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I think im the only one who did it so early, besides Henry

Thank God I did Elite college app classes. The fear and pressure Elite puts on you makes you work like crazy :)


Anyways, it took me half an hour for me to click the final button "Submit"
It was so scary. As I was staring at that button of fate and destiny, my whole life flashed before my eyes, and I relived all of the important milestone moments of life.

Some images I saw were when I received my 2nd place for Spelling Bee in 2nd grade,
and .........actually thats it cus that was my only accomplishment.

Such a surreal feeling cus I've waited YEARS and years for this time. and finally, my college applications are in. Such a weird feeling omfg im dying here



What's weirder is that, I thought I'd have so much weight off my shoulders and feel like a whole new woman.
But honestly, I don't feel an inch different.
Man this sucks
I just feel MORE nervous b/c maybe I couldve written my essay better, possibly made an error? Nvm *knock on wood*


Some oppas & un'es told me that doing college apps is an important part of your life, and that it changes you alot. Hmmm. Do I concur? I kinda do, or at least that the essays changed me, cus it made me think about everything I did in my life and how they have shaped the incredible me into who I am today.

Hope you all experience that epitome soon.

I'm disturbed to hear that some havent even STARTED their apps yet.
Are you crazy?!

JK no biggie you have time.

just get your ass in GEAR


Anyways, now the anxiety of getting accepted kicks in.
I've got until March to worry.
BUT, I actually refuse to worry. Cus it doesn't do anything except give me stress ulcer and gassy farts rite?

In these times, I realize how happy I am with my faith in God.
Where would I be without Him?
I can't even begin to imagine what it'd be like if I had no faith. I'd feel so hopeless and afraid.
But, I know everything is in His hands.


“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, and he will make your paths straight.”

Proverbs 3:5-6

Amen to that.

I hope I'll be like this guy when I open my college acceptance letter in March.

NO! Stop worrying you white kid. Start to....

I give you P E A C E